MY MOTIVATION

What makes me strong? My heritage
What makes me weak? My fears
What makes me whole? My God
What keeps me standing? My faith
What makes me compassionate? My selflessness
What makes me honest? My integrity
What sustains my mind? My quest for knowledge
What teaches me all lessons? My mistakes
What lifts my head high? My pride
What makes me victorious? My courage
What makes me competent? My confidence
What makes me sensual? My insatiable essence
What makes me beautiful? My everything
What makes me a woman? My heart
Who says I need to love? I do
What empowers me? My God
what if I can't go on? Not an option

FREE

Today I'm going to let my hair down
I'm going to allow the wind to caress my skin
And the sunlight to hug my body
I'm going to open my arms to new experiences
And welcome them with great anticipation
I'm going to smile more.

Today I'm going to get my feet wet
I'm going to allow them to take me on new adventures
I'm going to be my opposite
I'm going to sit on the sand
And watch the waves come in
I'm going to set my spirit free.

Today I'm going to listen
Really listen to the songs that the birds sing
I'm going to climb the branches of the great oak tree
Become one with nature
I'm going to let my soul roam free.

Today I'm going to let go
I'm going to empty my mind of all ill-thoughts
Rid my heart of all ex-loves and impurities
I'm going to walk behind my shadow
So I can watch my steps
Today I'm just going to be free.

EROTICA PART DEUX

It's raining outside and I call you over
Walk in through my door, nothing on but the stereo singing slow jams
Candles are lit, trailing up the stairs and into my bathroom
The scent of strawberries surround you, the view captivating.

I give you a peek of what's hiding beneath these bubbles
Your attire peels from your body like petals falling from a dying rose
Climb in slowly, inch your way into the depths of my water
Be careful not to upset it and cause waves just yet.

Start at my toes and work your way to the top
Pay close attention to the whispers coming from my underwater cave
Not only the fruits on the side are sweet
The voice is calling your name, answer it
Your tongue speaks its language perfectly.

Tickle my fancy
Climb aboard this love jones express
It's definately heading your way
What you're doing beneath those suds, I can't catch breath to explain
Take the lead baby
I'm ready for all the lightening and thunder that's coming with this storm.

No, not the towel
Let your imagination dry me off
Not that it really matters, I'm only gonna get wet again.

I like the ripples on your body
Hold me against them, then lay me amongst the flames of ecstasy
Nice and slow, to the sounds of the raindrops against the windows
The flames illuminating our shadows
I'm satisfied.

Your sweat runs along the tip of your nose, settling on my mounds like the morning dew
I like that
We're making our own movie, creating our own heat
You're the topping to my already perfect Sunday
Have you ever seen this ebony blush?

Hear me calling your name as I grip the pillows and press my teeth to my lips
Watch me go from standard to automatic
I can't keep myself
I'm begging you to stop, but I really mean you should speed up
No brakes, strictly gas
Floor it
Hear me singing soprano
Mother nature responds to my cries
The thunder claps, lightening splits the dark sky, it's now pouring outside
Inside, it's no different
Then there is calm after the category nine storm.

You're the best phone call I've ever made....

EROTICA

I've been a bad girl and I need to be punished
My apology, meeting you at the door in a sheer black teddy, fishnets and stilettos
You're still upset.
You order me into the bedroom and tell me to lay down
I do as I am told.
I'm trying to be obedient, but my lioness instincts take over
Overpowering you, I lay you on your back cuffing both your hands to the post of the bed
You being powerless excites me.

I head over to the dresser retrieving two black silk scarves
One I use to blindfold you, the other I trace along the curves of your body
My excitement is shimmering
You're at my delicious mercy.

You lick your lips in anticipation
With ice cubes, I make cool circles along your neck and lips
I have a cool tongue.
You try to break free
I lean over and kiss you, then continue my cold therapy along your chest, over each nipple along that imaginary line that leads along your belly button
Your manhood beats.

You beg me to release you, but I'm afraid
I tease you, letting sweet juices flow along the crack of your lips
You can take it no more.
I release you
With unbound hands you punish me
Spinning me around and doing that tongue dance along my wet floor
You stop short of me peaking.

Like a rodeo, I ride
Taking out that "slippery when wet sign"
You place tension around my neck
Turning corners, speeding, slowing down, pulling brakes
I'm enjoying this journey.
Then finally.........

EVERY MOUNTAIN HAS ITS PEAK AND EVERY JOURNEY HAS AN END......

LIFE'S LITTLE INSTRUCTIONS

Return all things that are borrowed
Smile a lot, it costs nothing and is beyond price
Commit yourself to constant self improvement
Never plan a long evening on a blind date, a lunch is better; if things don't work out you would have only wasted an hour.

Buy great books
Never compromise your integrity
Watch for big problems, they often disguise big opportunities
Don't burn bridges; you'll be suprised how many times you may have to cross the same river.

Never go grocery shopping when you're hungry; you'll buy too much
Never criticise the person who signs your pay check
Hug children after you discipline them
Don't flaunt your success, but don't apologize for it either.

Don't be afraid to say "I need help, I don't know, I made a mistake and I'm sorry"
When you find a job that's ideal, take it regardless of pay; if you've got what it takes, your salary will soon reflect your value to the company.

Get your priorities straight; no one ever said on their death bed "If i'd only spent more time at the office"......

A HAPPY ENDING

There are no words in any Hallmark card that can express the way I feel
No words, thoughts or actions to show how much this feeling is real.
Many have tried but seldom so successful
To get over that titanium wall
But you rode through my emotions, blasted through my stubborness
Mr. Valiant on his white horse.

Your love came riding up like the tide washing all those old footprints away
It whispered like the wind in my ear
I pray this feeling does not go away.

The day has passed but will never be forgotten
When you walked into my life
Declaring your intentions, your love for me
Making me forever a part of your life.....

MISS ME BUT LET ME GO

When I come to the end of the road
And the sun has set for me
I want no rites in a gloom filled room
Why cry for a soul set free?

Miss me a little but not too long
And not with your head bowed low
Remember the love that we once shared
Miss me but let me go.

For this is a journey that we all must take
And each must go alone
It's all a part of the Master's plan
A step on the road to home.

So when you feel lonely and sick of heart
Go to Jesus the Friend we know
Bury your sorrows in his bossom and by doing good deeds
Nothing is wrong in missing me
But you'll have to let me go....